my babies are sick
the title of this entry says it all - memphis and z are both ill and i'm unable to do anything for either of them.

memphis is back in my custody at the very least. i've been told that the repair should be relatively simple once it has been looked at with half a sober mind. mercifully, i know someone.... i feel better knowing that this chunk of my life is about to be returned to me.

z is sick. like, let me put my life on hold to take care of you sick. everytime i talk to him, it kills me to hear his hoarse voice and the sniffles. and it hurts that i'm not there taking care of him. i want to be there making him chicken noodle soup, fluffing pillows, etc, etc. i feel like i'm neglecting him in that i haven't managed to go runnign up there yet. but i swear it's not for lack of wanting to be there. it's funny to me that i'm willing to get sick myself to be there with him. maybe i'm falling for him..... (probably not the thing to admit to myself or to my livejournal...) it's all good.

hopefully he'll be fine soon. i really hope so.